Falling

Today in class we briefly discussed the origin of the word
Analysis:
-a dissolving, to undo (from the Greek)
-to loosen
-The separation of a substance into its constituent elements...(which is maybe another way of saying you feel like you are falling to pieces)

This doesn't really bring calm and clarity. in the middle, it seems to be more violent, more confusing, more like being undone.

which reminds me of Alice going down the rabbit hole....

and just to be reminded that this process is so much more like being undone, like dissolving, is helpful. i needed the reminder. it's not all clarity and hope. BUT, it comes.

It comes.