September 21, 2008

Risk

Tomorrow, with a general group of strangers, I'm telling some of my life story. I've practiced some, but I'm still nervous. As i always get when i reveal something raw or real about myself. Usually the sweet reward is that others feel free to share some of where they have come from or where they are at.
But, for tomorrow, I'm more nervous than usual. sigh.

I love the risk of it and i hate the risk of it. i want more control over the situation. i want more trust. i want more time.

Carpe Diem.
There isn't always more time.

So, how will i choose well tomorrow? How will i be authentic? How can i bring where i am at in this new season of my life?

1 comment:

Lisel said...

you can do it! I guess you already did! How did it go?

Courtney from BSF says hi.