Out

Balance that is.
Out of balance.

Not taking care of my self.
Not being a responsible steward of my heart and mind and body.
Definitely working a ton, but not in a way that feels good.
It's more like a way that feels frantic and cross-eyed.

There is a big list of things i want to do.
and a decent list of things that should probably get done.

laundry
shopping: for fun and necessities
letter writing
phone calls
appts made with friends
naps
book reading
voting
email checking
apologizing for foolish actions
lunch making
yard clean up
research on why I've gotten so good at killing indoor plants
Christmas list making
craft planning
trip planning
etc.