Complicated

it's complicated.
I'm not a first year grad student. i am a first year seminary student.
I'm not new to group counseling or group experiences, but i could still learn a thing or two.
i don't want to be treated like a baby, but i do want to understand the big picture and purpose of something.
i didn't take 12 credits of Old and New testament at mhgs, but i have learned a lot about the OT and NT in my life.
I'm not new to Denver, but i haven't been living here recently.
I'm not a beginning intro level student, but i haven't taken some of the intro level classes.
I'm not in BSF, but i have appreciated it's place in my life.
I have lived in Africa, but not in a long time.
I'm at home at hillside, but it hasn't been my home for the past year.
I'm engaged but not married yet.
I have friends and i haven't made friends yet.
I'm new and I'm old.
I'm creative and courageous and I'm shy and afraid.
i like simple things, and sometimes I'm picky.
I'm selfish and prone to self-sacrificing.
I'm not afraid to lead the way or go first, but i hate having to do it.

it's complicated.